Behavior and intelligence of a sheep

Sheep can recognize individual human and ovine faces, and remember them for years.
So do we recognize our sherperd?

Relationships in flocks tend to be closest among related sheep
Is our relationships in the care group (CG) close?

All sheep have a tendency to congregate close to other members of a flock, although this behavior varies with breed.
Do we congregated close to our CG members?

Sheep become highly stressed when separated from their flock members
Do we feel stressed when we separated from one another a CG mates?

tomorrow is the day

School starting soon, few more hours, well i still have things not cleared up in my room and thoughts have not settled down. Just hope that when the new semester comes, not only converts is expected but i want to grow even greater than now, i need to endure.

Tomorrow is the start of the test in my life. Am i even ready?

I will not always be ready, but for one thing i know is that God is waiting to move in my life when the school term starts. Where is my focus?

I want to learn how to focus on God's Love and God himself.

What i really feel like doing?

Actually deep down in my heart, i just really hope that i can always be by my sheep, standby for them if anything really do happens, i really want to be the first one for them, regardless they see it or not. Sometimes i really pray that God will watch over their lives, I just want to talk to them, give them spiritual impartation useful in their future walk with God next time, or even in their next life station.

God i am really helpless, i don't know what to do, but i don't want to sit down and do nothing. Teach me more in life. I need to go through with you more, I need to go through hard times with you God, I need to have a breakthrough in my life, I need to do so much things with you God. I need to experience true love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

So many NEEDS in me.

So many things suddenly

This few days have been thinking so many things in my mind becasue now i am 18 coming 19 years old already, and my target of getting married is at prefered before 27. Also given myself 3 to 4 years to know my future spouse. Till now quite alot of suitable ones for me has appeared in my life already, it really make me think that my stardard is actually low or i am not really intrested in my life partner.

Also coming 19 already, still don't have a personal bank account, abit funny. Should i start telling my mother about it?

What about my new house? The place i am going to work in? Will i be able to study medicent in NUS or getting a Nursing Masters? When should i start to have a Girlfriend? Go which country to plant a church?

So so many things to wonder about, and seriously is becoming more and more near and realistic in my life right now what should I do? Should I just leave it as it is and wait until the things really set foot in my life then i start pondering about it, seriously in really hinders my growth in God.

Do it mean that i leave it all to God i can stop pondering about all this things which are yet to come? Sometimes i just feel like just end my life quickly to go and meet God faster, but i know i cannot i cannot. there is so much things for me to go and do.

Just want to cry le. haiss

Word of love

Today i when out with Kelly wanted to spend my QT hahax and guess what. God spoke to me alot today and he even convicted me to really humble myself to submit and partnership with him. Even is not the best, but still i do it for him.

About sherperds - Luke 2:8

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night.

how much God's word can really change your life - Luke 2:35

so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your own soul too.

Willingness can help your ministry to grow - Luke 5:13

Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man. " I am willing," he said. " Be clean!" And immediately the leprosy left him.

picking up courage and leading and correcting people - Luke 7:6-8

HUMBLE

So Jesus went with them. He was not far from the house when the centurion sent friends to say to him: " Lord, don't trouble yourself, for I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. That is why I did not even consider myself worthy to come to you. But say the word, and my servant will be healed.

LEADER OF MEN, SERVANT OF GOD

For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me, I tell this one, 'Go,' and he goes: and that one, 'come,' and he comes. I say to my servant, 'Do this,' and he does it."

What happened

After spending time evluating myself today, God reminded me about Love with actions VS Love without actions, He showed me a image of a movie where by the father do not know how to love his son, but still he tried to love him by buying things which he didn't really like for him, in the end after many times quaralling with his son, his father died becasue of a incident by rolling down the stairs.

Well this taught me about somethings like even of you dont know how to love,at least do something even if is not the best still do it, this shows you put in effort to love rather than sitting at a place doing nothing, that is still nothing, really thank God for reminding me about that.

Another thing which God remind me is about my life before Chirstian, before i became chirstian, i remember i once said that even i have to die i want to die for people, like pushing the person away before the get banged by the car, like scarifce for them and help them to live on with the life that they have.

selfless love for people

I think God reminded me that i have this quaility in my life that i can live it out by giving my all not considering myself but others first in my CG.

God really thanks for showing me and help me understand what i should do

Burdern

today after service i am like super frustrated with the CG i thought the teaching will reach deep down in their hearts and to really triger some burdern their heart. When i was doing MM up there i have so much joy and also so thankful that God allow this time to speak into people hearts.

one thing really hit me is that am i willing to take up the courage to correct my people, to ask questions which will make them think even more.

- Do you Love your CG?
- Do you bother about your brother's life?
- Do you just come to CG and have fun and just forget about what you have responded during service?

today's teaching is a really wake up call to all the brother's who take CG for fun, who takes CG that is a place where by people whom are accepting and take for granted, who takes CG just only an event in their lifes.

They are all wrong.

i just pray that God will help them realise their mistakes and to continue to humble themselves to be used by you God. Just help them to get over all this dirt and to give them a renewed life :D