what is life all about

first got to ask yourself what is the purpose of your life? God why am i fullfilling your purpose in my life in Matthew 28? is it for the sake Lord? therefore i do it? then why i am trying so hard to love my people? am i not loving enough? sometimes i just want to say I GIVE UP, but no i know is not a good choice, becasue you didnt gave up on me isnt it?

well even if people may seem to fail me but Lord i just ask of your strength to help me continue this race together with me. Help me not to get distracted and to Love your people more and more till the extend that i maybe come whatever you want me to become.

right now if i have a wish, i only want that all my 3 sheep right now under God will grow in the will of God and will mature in the name of God and nothing else more.