What i really feel like doing?

Actually deep down in my heart, i just really hope that i can always be by my sheep, standby for them if anything really do happens, i really want to be the first one for them, regardless they see it or not. Sometimes i really pray that God will watch over their lives, I just want to talk to them, give them spiritual impartation useful in their future walk with God next time, or even in their next life station.

God i am really helpless, i don't know what to do, but i don't want to sit down and do nothing. Teach me more in life. I need to go through with you more, I need to go through hard times with you God, I need to have a breakthrough in my life, I need to do so much things with you God. I need to experience true love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

So many NEEDS in me.