My New NP Church Group

Well after the last CG of NEE3 i have tranfered to a new poly group. Which i am very excited about it. I am excited to meet new friends, new people and mostly new ways to serve God. Then the NP group invited me for the Poly/DI camp.

Day 1
The people there are so nice. But i am so sorry to ZhiGe that i kept on calling her Ice-cream sorry. Hope that you can forgive me. Well on the first day, I know this brother very handsome, he is call Vincent. He go with me to the camp site and i am so happy becasue I can relate to him quite well. Then we have lunch, together with Vincent, Xue Ping, Josephine and ZhiGe but one funny thing happen is that our food kept on dropping on the floor well we have fun time joking around laughing about all my stupid actions and lame jokes.

At night, we have camp fire and the MC's request someone on the floor to go to the stage to perform something with the MC's, well to my suprise all the NP unit volunteered me and i am some how being peer pressured to go up to stage. Anyway i appericate the whole unit doing that, Thank you very much.

Well thats the first day. I almost know 75% of the NP group. This shows that i really step out my comfort zone to take initative to know people compared to my willingness to initiate last time, i improve alot more. Thank God.

Day 2 and Day 3
Actually there is not much to say. But most importantly, i learn and i have found out that God had something for us in our life and don't just like that waste it without doing and thing impactful. Instead, go all out for God placing God in the first in your life, blessing and joy will come to you naturally without begging.

Affirmation

Ze Jun
Well really want to thank God that you are willing to spent time talking to me that day until like 5am+, actually i feel very bad by drawing out your time talking to me. But, really can see your heart for God continue this kind of spirit and God will show you what you deserve in his kingdom. I know at times you will feel very tired as you are a ULA so you have to do all those adminstration things. You know pray before you actually start doing anything it really helps.

Vincent
Thank God that you are willing to open up and talk to me try to make me feel welcome by you and the Group. Besides, your Guitar skills are super strong. So much to learn from you. On top of that, you are willing to come for the camp for part time, due to your work, but really i can see your sincere heart of want to spread to gospel to the world. keep that up. AMEN.

Zhi Ge
Really Thank God for your patients you have for me because i kept calling Ice-cream and you are like not angry or what. Can see that your really asked God to give you patients that you have for me. Continue to be a great asher. I lost of words for you. I am like kind of guilty in my heart, but i will try to change.

What to do if your Love and Care is empty?

What to do if your Love and Care is empty?

Can anyone answer this question?
Should I pray to God? Or should I ask for more in dwelling of love and care?
Should I act strong and continue to give the love and care to the people out there?
What should I do God?
Help?

I dont want my pride and face to affect my relationship with you.

Final gathering

After stepping out of my house at 5pm i was woundering will the grads gathering be a good one to me or not. Well i was also woundering will my sheep enjoy himself and will grace go to the gathering or not. But to my surprise, Lester Wee came to the gathering well i was overjoyed and glad to see him becasue i still remember he attempt to kiss me at the june chalet.

Well i guess lame people are like that.

When i reach the chalet, on the first day, i still remember Sunny play Halo 2 with me. Then later after that I go play other games, will now then i know my drifting did not improve. Then when i go home about 9 i left the games at the chalet.

On the second day, when i reached only Zi jie alone owning the Xbox at the chalet the rest at escape theme park. Then when i play with Zi Jie the fighting game he own me using the stick person. Well i guess i so long never play that game so its ok. Then at night, we started the fire well it was quite ok. But i only eat abit only so sad i guess i play games until forget the hungryness in me. After that i practise my flute, well so sorry if i irritate you all at the chalet by my flute. Becasue i haven't practise for 5 days already, so i scared my skills drop. Well after the eating and playing. The people there just keep on playing playing and playing to entertain themselves. Till around 530am in the morning then we go and watch sun rise.

Then Lester ask me to statch his back that's like so cool. Next we began to splatter Jokes that make us laugh and keep us awake. We constantly did that for around 1 hour. Then the tides began to rise, the air turned moist and i can semll the saltyness of the sea, therefore i concluded that the sun is rising.

There are many more happenings but i lazy to write. Sorry.

The Cleverest Person In the world

After completing reading the story book for around 2 hours, I have broken my personal record. This is the second time that i complete a story book within a day. Feeling so great after reading it.

After i have finished reading the story, i felt that the writer wants us to have our own ending to this particular story. Becasue the ending was like this:

Go away, all of you. I will not give you anything.
I cannot give you your childhood, Fatiha.
I will not give you thanks, Miss Hassan.
I cannot give you a job, Mr Zaki.
I cannot give you a friend, Ali.
I will not give you Love, Aisha.
I will not give you the truth, Pete.
Go away, all of you.

After reading this, I was thinking about this person who was the cleverest person in the world, was he guilty or was he unwilling to scarfice. Besides, this made me think that there are other better things to seek of instead of Knowledge, money and many more. In the end, the cleverest person in the world just ran out of the studio.

Then i was thinking, what about the other half of his life? will he be living in a place where no one knows him or will he suffer becasue of his unwillingness?

Well, there is so much question to ask, in fact too much questions. But no matter what, this story is interesting. This story made me learn so much things.
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People out there read more and you will learn alot of things.

Nursing

After 2 day of the posting, i really hope that i can go into Biotechnology and as well as IBT (intellgent Building Technology). Initally, i was posted to Nursing. At first i felt that what happened why i got into nursing. But think back I sure that God will surely have a good plan for me going in Nursing.

Since i have appealed to Biotechnology and IBT, then i will leave the answer to God as where he want me to God, between Biotechnology, IBT and nursing.

After getting the posting and a long day appealing, I have a different perspective of nursing. I was thinking nursing was a stupid job for me, but the stupid person was me instead. Becasuse at that time, i was think how to win Bee Siew and Xue Wei in my life and how can i win them in the job of nursing. Instead, i was reminded that even though i do not win Bee Siew and Xue Wei in my studies, I can win them by impacting people's life. Becasue according to what Bee Siew want in 5 years down the road, is to study finish poly then start working. But as for me i am Going to impact people starting from right now.

By the end of my poly life, the number of people i have impacted will have many and compared to what Bee Siew says, actually i have achieve much more than them in life, not money.

Nursing gave me the impression of servanthood to serve the sick patients and by the word servanthood, not many people in earth actually are willing to serve a sick and weak patients who cannot control their bladders(some only). Besides that, what i think that the nurse to take care of the patients in the 3 areas of their life which are the spiritual, emotional and physical life.

I want to stress about the emotional life of a patient, it is a leading factor to contribute to other factors such as spiritual and physical life. Becasue, when a patient is hurt physically either badly or lightly, it thus lead to emotional changes and reaction.

The emotional changes is a part decisiding factor of whether the patient will heal quickly or not. So nurse must have the spirit of servanthood and willing in order to perform 100% effectively. This can impact peoples life by actually showing them that althought they seem hopeless but there are still people around you to help you and serve you. So do not take them for granted.

So nurses out there Serve your patients wholeheartedly with your willingness in it.
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do you have what it takes to be a nurse?

My great shepherd

Today i decided to blog about this shepherd of my who he took care of me since last year May. He is none other than Stephen Ng from NEE3. First thing i want to thank God for him is that he knows how to play guitar so when each time we have shepherding or personal meeting well i can worship isn't that cool?

When the first time i join the care group NED2, i don't even know who is my sheperd, but i got this super strong feeling that Stephen will be my shepherd. As soon as i know that he is my shepherd, i looking forward to met him and i told him that he will surely make a difference in my spiritual life and really it happen. If not because of his understanding, his constantly time spending, his care and concern, his theory of freewill, I might not be here serving the might lord our God, our saviour.

Well although, i sometimes might make mistakes, but you don't rebuke but you really took time to understand me, you even ask God is it your lack of teaching, your lack of something that casue me to make mistake. What can i say? You make me learn so much more that i ever imagine through the problems i face. You even encouraged me to step out of my comfort zone to serve God, his people.

I know sometimes my sheeps gives my sheep bites, I give you too. But you ask me not to take it for granted you warned me. Dispite me having sheep bites, you never failed to be by my side supporting with me, watching me cry, listening to my problems, the wanting attitude of helping me to solve my problem.

Remember the days, you and me studying together, you taught me to be humble. Looking at you studying, you really put 100% effort. Besides teaching me to be humble, you taught me that not to leave people out while studying, well so thats why i decide to open up my house for study group. Really missed the days we fellowship together so cloesly with my contacts.

Seriously, i am really greatful to you no matter you accept or not. I am really touched by your actions towards me, you have shown me how a Godly sheperd can be and what God had installed in me being a shepherd.

What i have through your life is
- servant hood
- Others first
- PS (partnership)
- SE (self-evaulate)
- GP(great passion)
- Willingness
- Able to give up for God

As for me, I am have nothing to say of being your sheep becasue you are so Godlike shepherd totally spirit lead by God. Amen. Continue to serve harder.

My friends that I really treasure

I have many friends in my life so whom I really treasure.

Care Group friends
Well after I joined the new caregroup, NED2 now is NEE3, the fellow brothers there are so fun, loving and caring. People like Glen, Lester, Sunny, wow you cannot believe it. Their jokes were like super funny, they got the gift of making me laugh non stop. Besides that, we have Mokky and Me, i can really see his faith in God growing steady and at the same time he is also very caring and he knows his direction very well. At the same time,Joseph Lin and Tan, well they both are spiritual buddies, and sometimes they can crap very well too. Also not forgetting Jeremy, well he can crap too what makes him so special is that, when i am down, his joke will make me cheep up and happy too. Finally is our Care Leader, Alvin Koh he is so devoted to grow and see fruits I admired his passion and compassion for people.

MI friends
When i first know my Class, is 07A5 i was like ok my class, right. As i slowly go around the class talking to people then i know that my class was actually fun. Well i know of some groups of people and i dont belong to anyone of them accept Guys group. Anyway thanks to you all that make my first 3 months fun and interesting. Well people who are not in the same class as me also did some fun and interesting contirbution thanks. Espically those whom i can remember
by installing nick names for them

Vanessa aka Van
Melinda aka Mel
Dominic aka Dom
Jonathan aka Raja Baba
Ru'C aka Malaysia
Zarifah aka Flower
Wei Xuan aka Worm
Wee Teck aka We take
Jia Yu aka Fishy
Jian hao aka Woody
Zara aka Outstanding one
Ellen aka Small one(short)

Well thats all i can remember hahax if those i never write doesn't mean that i don't remember you is you don't have nick name so i dont put.

About my sheeps

Well i have 3 sheeps last time but now they have ran away. Being understandable, i of casue dont blame them or push them anymore from coming to church. Since they are like 17, going 18 this year, well of casue i dont want to treat them like a child anymore. So i gave them their own freewill to choose whether they want to commit to God.

Well currently i have one sheep, and he is the one i really treasure and care for, becasue i dont want to lose him - friend, sheep, buddy. Of casue he is non other then Rayiant.

Rayiant
Firstly, I really want to affirm him, of his decision to come to know that God is actually real in your life and he yearns to be with you. Although you are a new believer in Christ, but i am sure you will grow in God. After you go to your poly group in church.

In addition, I really find your quietness special in you, becasue your quietness and my is totally different type. But one thing you did really well was that you are willing to trust me, by sharing some of your quite personal problems with me. Knowing that I wouldn't spread your weaknesses around. I know this is very hard for you to do it but at least you've tried to share your problems with me. I feel very glad for you.

Besides, I really learn from you quite a lot since I too care of you as my sheep. I learn to be a 'monkey' infront of you in order to cheer you up, hoping that you wouldn't dwell in your quietness. I also learn to step out of my confort zone to actually to talk to you. To keep you company. To me I dont feel burden but I felt joy everytime you react to my joke and my accompanyment.

Although, you gave me problems, not that kind of huge problem, but those problem which i need to think in order to answer you. Well seriously speaking, I love your questions becasue it all reminds me of how I serve God when I was new in the church.
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But to me you are special. I really love you as my sheep and I really love being your sherperd