To him

You never failed me,
always looking down from heaven.
Watching where i go,
even if i were to fall,
you will catch me,
pull me up high.

putting me into where i belong.

At times i forget who am i,

i have forgot my plans in life,

but you always came down,

and reminded me,

my purpose and whom i belong to.

As the time passes too fast,

you slowed my down,

bringing my view to a beautiful view,

reminded me of your grace and mercy.

Now how much of me worth of your grace.

For i know that worth is priceless.

You filled me with your love water,

but i used it up too fast,

the group need more love,

so i used it up alone.

you never failed to contine to pour your love out.

but i want bigger love tank can you give me?

I worn out easily,

but you are there for me,

you unfailing love and care.

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L - Learn

O - Openness

V - Very excited

E - Evluate each other

Openess

O - Over cover
P - protection
E - endure
N - Not neglective
N - Not judgemental
E - enjoyment
S - Something confidental
S - Something special

people out there dare to open up your life to the people whom you trust the most for they are the best friends that you can ever have.

Me

Time please stop,
then i can stop doing so much things at one go,
I want time for myself,
I want.

If i would to leave this world,
going to the place where i suppose to go,
Will you still keep me in courts?
Will you still shield and protect me?

If i would to run till the ends of the earth,
who will see me? but only you.
Who would care to notice me? but only you.

I know you are there,
I cannot sense you,
I cannot feel your spirit,
I cannot feel your closeness.

Where are you?
I am fallen.
I need you.
I NEED YOU.

But where?where?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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smiles, but broken within

Song to you

This is written to someone who is very important in my life and he had make a huge change in my life. This person is special to me, though i cannot see him or touch him, but i know that he is always there for me looking down from the above. Guiding my life, the each and every step i take, holding my hands tight preventing me from falling down the holes.

I really love you, so have strong hands on me.
Hold me tight, never let it go.
Wash over me, clean me though.
Only 3 words

I LOVE YOU
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Encouraged and loved

I, Me, Myself

I
I am
I am just a nobody
I am just a nobody who loves to help.

Who
Who will
Who will look at me
Who will look at me, accept Him?

I really care about you,
Do I deserve the attuide you gave me?
Should I show resentment upon you?
Or slapping myself for who I am?

Myself
Myself who no one notices
Myself who let people take for granted
Myself who is willing to scarfice my time for you.

He who knows me,
I ask you,
have I wasted all these while,
by doing what I suppose to do?

I am such a let down in my eyes,
I am worthless but you treat me as Gold,
I am powerless yet you annointed me,
Am I so important to you.

My pride,
My lustfulness,
My ill-motiveness,
Can you purge them away?

Can you just look on to me?
For only one time?
Clean me and change me,
For I want to live again, in your eyes.

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Hurt and hyperless