Reaching new souls, perserving old ones

New souls - attachment people who are going to know me through attachment
- Edwin chan(HSN)
- Kelvin chan(HSN)
- Boon hua
- De Xian

old souls - me ( hao hao)
- kelvin Toh (sheep sheep)
- Jolene Tan ( sheepmate)
- Ze Jun ( sherperd)

1. pray and fast
2. spending apporate time for one another
3. pray for non-believers and sheep and sherperd and sheepmate
4. understand and know them during this time
5. no slacking
6. no giving up
7. do more evluation of myself with God
8. shout halleujah and amen and praise God
9. new things to fast - update on later day
10. Love, faith, peace, joy, persever, speak and act in faith

Defeated once again, Victory is coming.

Well today I have been defeated again by the lustful thoughts of my own mind and flesh. This shows one thing that i need to grow more. GROW UP LAR. Well i am going to fast on this area of my life that i will have a breakthrough.

Fast against the devil and my flesh

• abstain from - all drinks but only normal water
• abstain from - using computer for less then 30mins strictly no internet unless chatting or blogging or checking school things
• abstain from - fast food and foodcourt food
• abstain from - more then 4 hours of sleep
• waking up early and spent time with God
• pray for myself against the devil temptations

What drives your life?

Actually this question really hit me on the dot. Because when i do my own evaluation at least 2 times a week, when i look back what i have evaluated, i found out that nothing drives me and i am like living a purposeless life just like without Christ. Sometimes i would just like do things out of guilt, fear and approval.

And i myself know that it shouldn't be that way, i should do things because of the lord, because for you have forgiven so you shouldn't feel guilty (Psalm 32 : 1), God love you there for fear is cast away (1 John 4 : 18) and finally, God accepts who you are as you were made by him there for you have already been approve (Matthew 12 : 18) by God.

Lord i want to learn how to apply what i have learn in my life, i admit that i have not been walking right with you i agree with you that i have drifted away from your word, but lord i want to keep in touch with you i want learn for your word, help me to love you to praise you to worship you despite in any circumstance. Lord i know i am weak, but in you i am strong, so lord use me to shine your light to he people around me. Give me the strength to fast to do the things that i don't like so that i will be reminded that how much you have suffered for me for your people. Lord i call upon your name i need you I NEED YOU. HELP. HELP.
T.T

Remember - Matthew 26 : 41

Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.

Watch and pray - Keep guard of yourself
will not fall into temptation - prayerful(seeking help from God) life cast away the devil
Spirit is willing - the spirit is intune with God
body is weak - no strength beacasue it will fade one day compare to the spirit.

Spirit is willing, but the body is weak
Persist and pray continue just like a bullet once it goes out it will never stop, keep the ball rolling, fire burning, don't stop your prayer, for onces it stop the devil is capable of hunting you down.

Spirit is with me, break me mould me grow me.

Today the usual same thing happen, which i dont like ahhhhh. Those who are really close with me will know. But, i want to change if not i cannot move i know it shouldn'e be like that, is my human nature i want to fight back FIGHT BACK.

Next week for Kelvin Goals and purpose

• bath in Cold water - remind me of the perserverance despite of many disapperication
• abstain from fast food - remind the things that i need to give up for him and God
• abstain from soft drinks and western food - remind that i need to provide or bless his needs

Personal goal

• Grow in the word, application
• spent more time with God - QT/prayer/worship
• peronal breakthrough on SIN

Is not how you look at me, i want to know you lord,

you said ' I am your creator. You were in my care even before you were born'

I know you have great plans for me.

But now just help me to get those thinking correct.

I don't want to be trapped or cling on it anymore.

God help me to take this thinking away, it may affect my growth in you,

help me to focus my eyes onto you. HELP ME. HELP.

God the center of my life

After reading the book purpose driven life from rick warren really learn alot and really understand what God what for me in my life and not what i want from myself

Life is about letting God use you for his purpose, not you using him for your own purpose.

God is not just the starting point of your life, but the source of your life.

Colossians 1:16b (MSG)
Everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him

After reading this, it really makes me think about my life with God and some of the questions are - who is the corner stone of your life?
- are you depending on him?
- are you taking his grace for granted?
- do i still place my faith and trust in him?
- what about my prayer life, strong or weak?

well i guess i still have alot more areas to grow in chirst.

Lord please help me to grow in the areas of my life that i need to related to the questions, i want to serve you more i want to know you more, i want to taste your Goodness and tell people and help them experience about your greatness of them lord i pray that you can help me HELP me lord i am weak but with you i am strong lord thank you lord in jesus name amen.

God be with me

Stepping out of my confort zone,
Correcting you = my care for you
i dont like to do this to you,
but your attuide need to change.

Remember is not my pleasure,
is not my type,
but in order to move,
I have to do this to you.

i will say what i want to you,
show you God's standard.
I will be a little 'harsh'
Dont take it to your heart for i CARE FOR YOU

From: RUI hao
To: someone he really cares