What drives your life?

Actually this question really hit me on the dot. Because when i do my own evaluation at least 2 times a week, when i look back what i have evaluated, i found out that nothing drives me and i am like living a purposeless life just like without Christ. Sometimes i would just like do things out of guilt, fear and approval.

And i myself know that it shouldn't be that way, i should do things because of the lord, because for you have forgiven so you shouldn't feel guilty (Psalm 32 : 1), God love you there for fear is cast away (1 John 4 : 18) and finally, God accepts who you are as you were made by him there for you have already been approve (Matthew 12 : 18) by God.

Lord i want to learn how to apply what i have learn in my life, i admit that i have not been walking right with you i agree with you that i have drifted away from your word, but lord i want to keep in touch with you i want learn for your word, help me to love you to praise you to worship you despite in any circumstance. Lord i know i am weak, but in you i am strong, so lord use me to shine your light to he people around me. Give me the strength to fast to do the things that i don't like so that i will be reminded that how much you have suffered for me for your people. Lord i call upon your name i need you I NEED YOU. HELP. HELP.
T.T

Remember - Matthew 26 : 41

Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.

Watch and pray - Keep guard of yourself
will not fall into temptation - prayerful(seeking help from God) life cast away the devil
Spirit is willing - the spirit is intune with God
body is weak - no strength beacasue it will fade one day compare to the spirit.

Spirit is willing, but the body is weak
Persist and pray continue just like a bullet once it goes out it will never stop, keep the ball rolling, fire burning, don't stop your prayer, for onces it stop the devil is capable of hunting you down.