I, Me, Myself

I
I am
I am just a nobody
I am just a nobody who loves to help.

Who
Who will
Who will look at me
Who will look at me, accept Him?

I really care about you,
Do I deserve the attuide you gave me?
Should I show resentment upon you?
Or slapping myself for who I am?

Myself
Myself who no one notices
Myself who let people take for granted
Myself who is willing to scarfice my time for you.

He who knows me,
I ask you,
have I wasted all these while,
by doing what I suppose to do?

I am such a let down in my eyes,
I am worthless but you treat me as Gold,
I am powerless yet you annointed me,
Am I so important to you.

My pride,
My lustfulness,
My ill-motiveness,
Can you purge them away?

Can you just look on to me?
For only one time?
Clean me and change me,
For I want to live again, in your eyes.

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Hurt and hyperless