About my sheeps

Well i have 3 sheeps last time but now they have ran away. Being understandable, i of casue dont blame them or push them anymore from coming to church. Since they are like 17, going 18 this year, well of casue i dont want to treat them like a child anymore. So i gave them their own freewill to choose whether they want to commit to God.

Well currently i have one sheep, and he is the one i really treasure and care for, becasue i dont want to lose him - friend, sheep, buddy. Of casue he is non other then Rayiant.

Rayiant
Firstly, I really want to affirm him, of his decision to come to know that God is actually real in your life and he yearns to be with you. Although you are a new believer in Christ, but i am sure you will grow in God. After you go to your poly group in church.

In addition, I really find your quietness special in you, becasue your quietness and my is totally different type. But one thing you did really well was that you are willing to trust me, by sharing some of your quite personal problems with me. Knowing that I wouldn't spread your weaknesses around. I know this is very hard for you to do it but at least you've tried to share your problems with me. I feel very glad for you.

Besides, I really learn from you quite a lot since I too care of you as my sheep. I learn to be a 'monkey' infront of you in order to cheer you up, hoping that you wouldn't dwell in your quietness. I also learn to step out of my confort zone to actually to talk to you. To keep you company. To me I dont feel burden but I felt joy everytime you react to my joke and my accompanyment.

Although, you gave me problems, not that kind of huge problem, but those problem which i need to think in order to answer you. Well seriously speaking, I love your questions becasue it all reminds me of how I serve God when I was new in the church.
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But to me you are special. I really love you as my sheep and I really love being your sherperd