Why would I do when I can choose to give up?

Well this question, was asked by march when i was going home after movie on friday at TM. Really glad that this question was surfaced again and again through different people i know, it really can assure me that i am doing the right thing and this will surely touch people heart around me.

Many times, I really want to give up serving God's Kingdom, and to go to a worldly place to do the things i like, that i please. I really want to get involve into a relationship RIGHT NOW. But, i choose not to do it, becasue i know is not the right time and besides i need to take care of my sheeps which is very important to me so that's why I CHOOSE NOT TO DO IT.

Nothing Beats willingness and the choice you've made in your life. Like for many times, i dont want to sherperd my sheep, i dont really want to take up more people, i dont really want to spend time with them, i dont i dont, so many i dont. But of all I don't, i Choose to do the opposite things.

As well as the people out there whom i spend time with, I really appericate your time with me and your trueness of your life towards me, is the best gift i can ever get in my life. Really.

And March, i really hope that you can come back to God and don't church hop anymore, i don't know why would i have this burdern for you, but i know that God is waiting for you and he yearns for you to be back to him. I think this is the holy spirit proming in my heart to have such burdern for you.... but i am sure he have a great plan for you in church. Don't get lost, remember there is always someone more burdern then me for you in your life. Come back to him. No ofference :D

Sheeps i really hope you would really read my blog and talk to me about your life ok? If not i cannot help you to grow, love talking to you all. I really Love you from the bottom from my heart.