Inward or outward?

Am i too inward in my spirit and my passion for people?
Am i placing myself in high value that i want people to notice me?
Am i losing my passion for the lost souls out there, and only working towards numbers?
Am i always looking into myself and the result that i expected?
Am i expecting too much?

Too much things to ponder about hope that his will really grow me and not pull me down, i need someone to guide me and correct me if i am wrong. God talk to me in all this areas of my life. I want to grow. See a change in my life.

CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.