My trust in you

Many times i have failed you,
your grace is still there.
Many times i choose to leave you,
your grace is still there.

How much you trust me,
Is not how much i trust you.
At times you have the best plans for you.
But I just don't listen to you.

At the end, i suffered.
Instead of scolding me,
you comforted me,
Try to reason and explain to me.

Although i am not willing to listen to you,
But you always give me visions of what will i experience.
What else can i say God,
You are the person whom understands me the most.

So i decied to put my full trust in you,
I pray that you can use me,
Fill me, mould me,
into the person that you want me to me. Amen.